i wish things were different.

check this one out.

http://www.fsbo.com/list/98026?search=TRUE&state=NJ&search.x=13&search.y=12&start=240

im totally bored.

whats going on? say something :]

new layout! woot, i love sushi. haha

im such a slut in most of the dreams that i have. last night i had a dream that i was a freaking prositute and the guy was paying me by giving me clothes. also at one part of the dream i was throwing hamsters at him. THROWING HAMSTERS? WHAT IN THE HELL?

i dont even know.

my dreams are so effed up.

I really don't like how Im not a "people person". Im not sure how to attempt to change that either.

i might be falling apart.

spines suck.

Going to Massachusettes for New Years. My dads side of the family lives there.

I never update.

Since I hardly ever update anymore, I decided to say hi.

So hi everyone. :]

P.S.

world of warcraft is awesome

does anyone play world of warcraft?

KAYNE WEST TOTALLY MADE HIMSELF LOOK LIKE A MORON.

OKAY the reason is because he called the president racist. i really dont see how that can be true. and i think it was yesterday he went down to the gulf coast and consoled and helped african americans go through the rubble that used to be their houses. uhmm if he was racist i highly doubt he would do that. and plus condoleezza rice is african american too.

steven and melina are cooool. even though walking with them in NYC caused me to get blisters on my feet, because im stupid and had to match my shoes to my shirt. but whateverits all good now.

atlantic city was funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. k<3

uhm like these drunk guys were staring at me and shtuff and old dirty ones too ICK. there was like 39458345 cats under the boardwalk but uhm it looked like someone feeding them so it was ok. the doors were playing at the trump taj majal. i stood by the door and listened. there was lots of cute "scene" kids. one girl said she liked my "everything i know, i learned in Jersey" shirt. uhmmmm went to the ripleys museum, weird stuff yo. UHM. thats all i can think of now.

sometimes i really hate people.

SERIOUSLY PEOPLE ARE SUCH FUCKING HYPOCRITES ITS NOT EVEN FUNNY.

Atlantic City with steven and melina tomorrow, wooooot!

<3

im such a damn insomniac.
i might be going to houston, texas in 3 weeks.
i can get tipsy from one small bottle of smirnoff.


does anyone know what a Devon Rex is?

klint, steven, and i went to the movies last night. we didnt end up going to watch one though because there was only one movie playing at that time. so we decided to go to stop and shop to get ice cream and then go to block buster to rent movies.

when we were in stop and shop we were looking at the magazines trying to find a gay magazine for steven and klint. i decided to get a Maxim magazine because i greatly appreciate the female body, especially carmen electras. we couldnt find any gay magazines. so we got the ice cream and went to block buster. we rented million dollar baby and prom queen (its a gay movie). when we were walking in the parking lot to get back to the car someone guy from across the parking lot screamed "stop being gay!" Klint said shut up and steven was like oh god we're goona get shot. so i screamed back to the immature dude "mind your own damn business!" how effing rude and immature can people be? goshhh


so we go to stevens house and he was pissed cuz he wanted to watch million dollar baby. when we were watching prom queen steven fell asleep and i kept waking him up. haha it was funny

oh how i love my 2 favorite gay boys<33